once felt void, like a page ripped from a magazine ( Read more... )

in two months almost ( Read more... )

waking at 6 AM there is no rolling over, although i'd like to turn my back on the entire day ( Read more... )

its funny how a matter of days can change a relationship so quickly ( Read more... )

the last few months have been a slow decay of my relationship with daniel.
i was warned, but too idealistic to believe that
we want different things.
i miss him when we are in the same room.

( our current household situation is a war zone )

for months now it's been nothing but not wanting to do anything ( Read more... )

there was lust, there was ( Read more... )

it has been years since i've felt this
broken hearted feeling
it's worse than i remember it.
this time it is much more complicated.

where to go from here.
and how does one sleep and eat.

how do i halt this feeling ?
dan is on the phone with amber.
always asking about time travel,
but i've already cleaned the house today.

happy new year ( Read more... )