it's monday and i'm bored.  that's ok i'm almost out of here.  going to try a hot yoga class tomorrow, i think.  if i don't chicken out that is.  i hate doing stuff like this for the first time alone.  so whatever for that.

i've been playing resident evil code veronica and it makes me happy.  i'm about at the halfway point and i've been not using ( Read more... )

well i'd written this huge thing but the fucking thing went away.  that's just great!

i had this dream last night that i was working in one of the record stores again, only i think it sold clothes, anyway, i was straightening sections and my ex was there working in the classical department. ( i haven't thought about him in forever and he was extremely hard to get over ) so i was almost done for the day and we were going to meet ( Read more... )

so there's this guy that i work with. he's got a crappy attitude like me and if possible does less work than i do. he's got this blog site that he goes to and he's talking about some project he was given at work that he didn't even want. well, no big right? well, wrong! am i just fucking invisible???? no one here ever tells me anything! ( Read more... )

wow. i haven't been here in a while ( Read more... )

i do believe it's been for-fucking-ever since i've updated this! well geez louise, why would i want to bore anyone (if anyone actually sees this) with the mundane details of my existance ( Read more... )

i'm such a slacker when it comes to updating this thing. i'm too fucking busy to deal with it though so whatever for that. i graduate at the beginning of october and i'm nervous, excited, numb, etc. etc. then i have to take my state board and hope that someone will hire the tattooed freak that is i. this week will be busy and cool though i hope ( Read more... )

i hate being scared. i hate hospitals. i hate the emergency room. i hate i.v. needles and oxygen masks. i hate cold stethoscopes. i hate being scared. i hate being woken up every 4 hours to get shot up or medicated somehow. i hate getting my blood pressure taken. i hate the hospital bill. i hate almost dying. i hate being really scared. ( Read more... )

i'm tired. i hate getting up at 3:30 so i can sit here in front of this stupid computer and fuck around. did i mention that they put a block up so that no one here can play games? isn't that wonderful? i guess i'll just have to catch up on my reading. no big. i still have a few games i can play. i will miss my jigsaw puzzles though ( Read more... )

fuck that last entry was cheesy. i hate when i'm all happy and write shit and then read it and i'm like, 'who the fuck wrote that ( Read more... )