i had this weird dream last night. i'd been at some party or concert or something. i remember waking up in the dream in a theater type place and i remember margaret was there and i vaguely remember bubble gum. i looked at my watch and the glass was broken on the front, it said it was 2:30. i was in this house and it looked to me like it was ( Read more... )

is it weird that things are moving along and yet feel like they're not at the same time? there is tons of shit i need to do to get ready to move but meh, i'm slacking. waiting for calls from moving companies so they can come over and give me quote for the move. i have no idea even what to expect from that since every time i've had to use a big ( Read more... )

when it rains it pours. the only person who usually calls is my husband but, i get off the phone with him, to get my reading on and my mother calls. i get off the phone with her like half an hour or so later and no sooner do i start doing anything and the phone rings again. in-laws. hmm. i think i should just get over myself ( Read more... )

i'm totally freaking myself out. the longer our house is on the market without selling is just that much longer i have to be stuck here. i find myself not terribly disapointed by that right now. all i know is that i don't want to quit my job and deal with new shit. why can't i just be happy or excited or anything positive about it? i'm not ( Read more... )

i had this dream last night that i can't quite seem to get out of my head today ( Read more... )

i had this weird dream the other night. i was in a car with dr. house (from the tv show house) and his friend (from the show also. YES I WATCH TOO MUCH TV LEAVE ME ALONE!) was looking in through the open window and giving me crap because i was smoking a cigarette with the doctor and i stood up to put the cigarette out and he grabbed my ass and ( Read more... )

my life is all over the place right now ( Read more... )

yay! it's friday ( Read more... )

the house is almost ready to be put on the market, just a few little things left to be done. then we can move far away to the desert. i'm getting farther and farther from seattle with every move. how sad is that? very sad is what i say but what can you do ( Read more... )

i got married?  hmmm