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oh mygod... I am stupid stupid stupid.
jah. this is easy.
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in the throes of misery, I wonder what my mind is doing to me. I cannot regain focus and all I think about is how much I have messed up my life and my brain and my body. Depattern, repattern... it's the hardest thing in the fucking world. At this point, at least. energy courses everywhere but into where I once was and would like to be again, ( Read more... ) -
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killyourrapist
because metaphysical murder is beautiful...
I'm still working on the layout, but if anyone has any interest, join me please...
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uh, chaotic period finally started...
went out for drinks with some dude and was gonna go play pool, but he got pulled over and his car got impounded, so we waited at 7/11 until his mom came from 30 minutes away and gave me ride back here... I'm going to see the place I'm moving into later today, and I'm moving tomorrow. Hope that goes smoothly.
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so one of my friends is helping me with energy stuff... so I'm on and off okay and on and off fluxing. this fucker is aggressive... I had a really clear moment where my head was finally clear and I could feel everything, and it just felt like this angry fucking thing persistently trying to inhibit my range of motion and perception... but that ( Read more... ) -
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so much of life is self perception... I used to come across as confident in my dreams and how I presented myself... I had a dream last night where someone I knew dreamwalked to me and we were talking about stuff I wanted to learn, guess he wanted to help me, which is an indifferent point. We talked about him teaching me how to skin rabbits and ( Read more... ) -
psychology and effective spell or energy work
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A nice guy who does energy work responded to me on okcupid who happens to be black. I don't trust him because he is [plus I have no attraction to black guys, and never did ( Read more... )