I came home from work last night in a bad mood so I just went to bed. I needed to rest I've been sick and haven't taken care of myself ( Read more... )

June 11, 2004

It is so weird that it is summer.

Definately doesn't feel like it.

My first night of summer wasn't exciting, but it was enjoyable. I watched the movie awards with my loves...my loyal Bradys. It was a lot of fun.

Natalie spent the night. We always have fun. I cried, I tried not to show I was crying but she saw. I hate that I cry, ( Read more... )

Respect isn't something someone has to give you, something you are guaranteed. You receive respect when you have respect for yourself, act in an according manner. I don't go around demanding respect, nor did I when I fucked up. I acknowledge my mistakes. I took the dirty looks and name calling. I understood that because I acted in a scummy way I  ( Read more... )

never say never ( Read more... )

Just follow me as I follow you

www.myspace.com/evaromusic

listen for beautiful sound.

I wrote this 4 years and 3 days ago ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to delete this. Reading old entries isn't a happy thing anymore, just a reminder of how much better things were.

Recycled words are my favorite

"Everything has already happened and me writing about it won't change anything. It's all memories now, good bad sad and happy."

Losing your best friend is a pain that I wouldn't wish on another soul. Especially a best friend that has lived so far for so long. Its easy to forget about, but once you remember the fact this shit is actually happen...the pain is unimaginable. Its harder then before. It cuts into you.

Thank you LJ for having an autosave feature now - for posts ( Read more... )

Natalie,
I just wanted to let you know how much I love you. What an amazing person you are and how much you mean to me.
I know what its like to be so low. To hate yourself. To look at yourself and think Why am I such a horrible person, and in the end really pass off the things I do. I'm just like you Nat. We all have our ups and our downs and if your ( Read more... )