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We welcomed another family member into the world yesterday. Christina Maria. She is my older brother's daughter and she takes my breath away. She coos, soft and melodic coos. Her lips are gorgeous and she has a perfect little nose. I wish I could hold her for hours and just talk to her. She has a head full of what looks like curly hair, it is dark ( Read more... )

"We hung out with Natalie in my dream last night"

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I cried yesterday on my drive home.
I cried while pouring myself cereal.
I cried when I talked with my mom.
I laid on the couch crying while Hector and my mom tried to talk to me to cheer me up.

Some days I am just overcome with sadness. Like this burden of pain and hurt and sorrow is just too heavy to carry and if I don't cry then tears will just ( Read more... )

Summer 2009 was my summer of love.

new developments, exciting changes - lets not write about this now though. Writing about blossoming romances in here seems to be an instant poison to that relationship.

Sometimes you need to break it down to build it back up.

I really don't know what to say. I just find comfort typing, typing in this journal. I wish my hands could catch up to my mind while holding a pen because I like the intimacy of my paper journal. But usually I only end up writing sentences and thoughts because my mind races too fast. I am familiar with this keyboard - I can keep up with my thoughts ( Read more... )

let me not think too much tonight, because the tears will come quickly.

& i cried already today watching the last few scenes of harry potter.