just got home from the library. my heart is beating really fast and my stomach hurts. too many ciggs. yuckkkk. i gross myself out with the whole smoking thing. why don't i have self control? i was doing so well...and then i just fucked up. i hate ciggerattes more than ANYTHING ( Read more... )

did i mention i was bored ( Read more... )

I'm at home because it's my daddys birthday. we went to peking house and got a lot of food and i am very full ( Read more... )

Yeah, I think I need to go to sleep. But I thought I'd post something real quick ( Read more... )

i mean it. i just dont think i can live anywhere that gets below like 50 degrees ( Read more... )

I'm at the point where I don't feel like doing anything productive at all. I am leaving for Florida in 2 days and the thought of doing anything but packing, shopping, or any other assorted task to get ready for my vacation sounds incredibly dreadful. However I am about to go bowling with my dear Emily to relax a bit. Well first I gotta poop, but ( Read more... )

FRIDAY FEBRUARY 27, 2004.......BIG BIG BASH AT MY HOUSE FOR MEGGIE'S 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE INVITED!

118 BEAL ST. IN EAST LANSING!!!!!!!!!!

ITS GONNA BE A GOOD TIME. LETS TRASH THIS SHITHOLE. ha just kidding. but really, lets have a fucking awesome time.

love you all. except YOU. yep, YOU.

im so sick, i fucking hate this. i just wanna scream. im sure ill feel better by tomorrow but the last few days have been really shitty ( Read more... )

so as another semester is coming at me full force i am realizing that there will never be a break from the madness of college. its just a lot of work. end of story. and truthfully i like to be busy and feel productive. but sometimes i just want to curl up in a ball and lay there, doing absolutely nothing ( Read more... )

so i've been fucking around with realone player and i saved some cds on my computer and made some playlists so now i can listen to lots of music instead of just the random songs that were saved. since i deleted kazaa ive actually been buying a lot of cds. the other day i got coheed and cambria which is awesome and every time i die which is cool too ( Read more... )