I don't understand myself sometimes...

I have nothing to worry bout
and yet
i worry

Things are fine
and yet
i fear they won't be for long

Why is it that everytime i have things allllll good i just worry bout them; leaving.....
why can't i jus sit bak n enjoy it all.....??

augh.... out to showerrrrrrrrrr
work at 5.....

Today's been a crummy day for me... haha n nothing's really happened... idk hehe ( Read more... )

We've seen our share of ups and downs ( Read more... )

Ah... It feels soooo damn good not to work... I am gettin too used to this ( Read more... )

For all my sex n the city fans ( Read more... )

Augh... work work work... seems like quite honestly i do not get ne sort of break.. n i'm dead serious too.... lol tuesday n tonite were my only nights off.... haha tomorrow 5-close which means 12 midnight! n that goes as well for Saturday night n then sunday 12 to close... which means 8 ( Read more... )

Yepp soo much has happened since i last updated ( Read more... )

SO yeah... definitely yesterday n today... earlier i was like "augh can these days get ne worse ( Read more... )

so many thoughts going thru my mind ( Read more... )

Augh.. lately jus been soo frustrated ( Read more... )