okay ladies.

XANGATRON: username is darling_lola

MySPACE?!: www.myspace./conquerface

aim = broken as fuck.

but if you really wanna talk..
phone.... 8156857800.

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pics from Chicago ( Read more... )

cant you see what you've done to my heart ( Read more... )

i think i'm getting bronchitis.
i dont know if its the weather or
the cigarettes.

>.>

ZOO friday = <3.
ROTC saturday = <333.
MEMORIAL sunday = o.O;

this weekend was glorious.

take my heart

but make sure to have an open mind, first.
not for the faint of friendships. <3.

my camera is broken.
my heart is broken.

these past few days, they've been looking up.
but on the whole..
its like having your arm blown off,
and someone offering you a band aid..

oh well.

my hands are so cold.

new hair: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/12950846/

i dyed my hair "very dark brown."

... its black. BLACK.
hah, man, do i look dead or what.

pics later.
i pinky swear.

Kyle's home, safe and sound.

he needed it. he said it himself, too.
he refuses to keep smoking.
i'm so proud of him.

we talked in my car, while i drove
him home from Orland,
and i cried.
i didnt want to, but i cried.
he saw.

he's doing so much better.
he's not jittery.
he's sleeping, making sense.

i wish i could write everything he said ( Read more... )

so i didnt get to see Kyle.
._.
His mom said he'll be home by Monday.
..hopefully.
i understand that its risky for me to see him, anyway.
they probably think i'll be sneaking him drugs.
i dont blame them
for thinking that.

but it's christmasy here at home.
melissa called me, which was unexpected, and lovely.
<333 ( Read more... )