I ate being alone. Actualy it happens to be on e of my biggest fears...I don't have anyfriends anymore I mean yea I still talk to Nicole but hse's oin he own thing and so am I. So he didn't call me again today.... I guess that what I get for ignoring his phone call because i was too busy making out with some guy named Matt (drool) Yoo knwo what I ( Read more... )

Ok this was completely random...It says to put in ur LJ name and what u drank andit turned out to be fucking damien!!! WTF?!?!

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Time to update this bitch ( Read more... )

So here I am sitting in nor cal thanking god for my break from taos. I am so glad to be away from it. It seems like I have nothing that is mine anymore. So as for my friends or whatever name you would use to describe them. Eddie would say acquaintences or party buddies because they provide no real moral support. I dont blame Nicole I really don't. ( Read more... )

Everything seems to be falling apart on me. All my firends including myself are all angry at something if not everything. Growing up sucks. I can't get Nicole to talk to me about shit I can't get Lexi to shut up... hahaa and me? I can't sleep well I miss him and I want to scream. I need a hug and right now I feel like I have no one to talk to. ( Read more... )

Im sorry ( Read more... )

I had forgotten how great it was to put all my thoughts down in front of me and then read them back to myself ( Read more... )

I find myself contemplating the point of my life lately... I'm starting to really wonder if there's really a point to any of the things i do everday. So i'm getting my GED and moving back to PS to live with someone.... who knows yet... I hate being 17 and having to support myself and not have the luxury of getting to go to senior prom or just ( Read more... )

Since you came inside my life you've given me the best of you every day and night i found my happiness in you ( Read more... )