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I Still Exist! YAY?! ^w^
I don't know if anyone is still here, or follows me, but...
Well, since Twitter is having its drama, I thought I'd check out some of my older social media sites.
Updates- I still work at a medical clinic, I live alone (in the same place I was in in '15), I am in a meaningful 'relationship' with a long time friend of my from dA, I run a small, quiet ( Read more... ) -
Back To Being Alone
Seems like I fulfilled another prophecy of mine. Alone again, and it's all my fault. As usual. Even if I shave this potato form of mine, will I ever be nothing more than an ugly potato? I'm trying so hard to be something... but for what end? Will it even make a difference, and is that difference just superficial (because it's for him), or selfish ( ( Read more... ) -
Life's Cruelty
Sometimes I wonder why life is so cruel to me....
Then I remember I'm an ugly potato, and realize that's the fate of all ugly potatoes. -
Repeat from FB & dA
I just realized something ( Read more... ) -
Hnn...
I'm tired... after I finish off what's left of this cereal... I'm going to bed. -
Thoughts
I don't know what to think, or feel. I never do. I act without fully being aware where my emotionalism will take me. You would think I would know better by now. But I don't. I'm too lazy, too stubborn..... too apathetic to change. I am who I am because of both my experiences that I've been through, and how I chose to handle them ( Read more... ) -
Still miffed
That's it... I'm moving out. I can't take this bullshit anymore. I've had enough of Deane's fucking nonsense... he can laugh and talk to himself loudly all effing day but when I get a giggle fit or leave my door open for more than two fucking minutes, he comes and closes it. No guy needs all day to effing wank, so I don't need to hear that shit. -
Bad mood
I lost my temper today. I was playing Ryze for only the 2nd time in a serious attempt to learn him. My roomie was 'trying' to help me by coaching me as I play. Unfortunately I was doing a piss poor job.. and in came the criticizing ( Read more... ) -
Long Time
I haven't posted here in ages, mostly because of all the flak I've received over the years for the things I've shared ( Read more... )
