Beloved Santa Cutie,

I know most people write to you telling you how good they have been this year, but in my case that's not me at all.  I can tell you right now if you use all those powers of yours and  take a double look at my record, you'll see it hasn't be spectacular.  But then again, when has it?

Santa, sweet cheeks, I'm writing to you ( Read more... )

You know, the one that.....................who ( Read more... )

Every one has one...or two. You know, that boy or girl that fills your thoughts in and out of class with dreams of never-ending infatuation and idealistic love. The kind of "love" that remains untouchable and un-realistic in the long-run, for though they are usually nice people and worthy of your admiration, they have no real interest in you ( Read more... )

"We may not be as happy as you always dreamed we would be, but, for for the first time let's just allow ourselves to be whatever it is that we are." - Garden State

I'm so broken. Piece by piece I was falling away, and now I'm finally gone. And gone is where I'm going to stay because no one is willing to change, no one is willing to fight, and I can't do it alone.

What am I suppose to be saying? I don't even know. I DON'T EVEN KNOW ( Read more... )

I can't even begin to explain to you the feelings I consume. When you are put in a circumstance when someone you love is helpless before you with the thought of death consuming them, you don't know what you are feeling. I did the best I could. If only...and I could go on with that. I could say forever the "if only"'s that could be put in this ( Read more... )

I feel so helpless right now. But more than that I feel like I'm burried head high in sand. Surrounded and engulfed, and to get out its going to take more than just a struggle. It's going to take plan and execution, strength and deliberation and a whole lot of shit I might not have. But it doesnt matter what it takes, because I'm up for it. ( Read more... )

“C130 rolling down the strip, 64 troopers on a one way trip ( Read more... )

--Goth ( Read more... )