Hey all im so tired. My body is just worn down completly. Long weekend of hanging with the boys and baseball. Juss way sore. Stephs party to was a blast good times. I danced to and im not to good of a dancer so i avoid it and if i dance than wow it means i was having fun. Well good times all around. It did really blow though we lost our ( Read more... )

Hey well my night was good mucho fun. I was with the bros so of course we had fun. How r all of u. I hope good. Well im very bored on a sunday morning. Just thinkin how i fuckin lost it last night. My compassion. My care, yeah it died last night. Its gone no more. Hahahaha but hey i knew it was gonna happen juss one more lil push i knew i was gonna ( Read more... )

Fuck you. God feed up. Im working so hard and im just being stupid. So yeah fuck you. Peace out im sick of all the fake as people who r fuckin little weak ass liars and you know wat i used to be weak but im done with that shit. Im stronger now and im saying FUCK YOU im not scard to anymore fuck all u mother fuckin fakes. Big 21 once again. Damn ( Read more... )

I feel like a broken person. Today i just got bummed been thinkin about ball and how im alone and how i dont wanna be. I wanna be with someone but i know i cant. Im so tired so physically tired. Im confused i donno wat to do with all my pain sadneww anger. I juss stuff it away and it kills me slowly all the time. Im juss getting down i dont know ( Read more... )

Hey all today i sucked. Baseball was bad. My loving cheerleaders were there to pick me up when i was down sorry if i was a dick when u guys tried to help me out. I love ya guys so much im sorry i fucked up when u guys cheered so well. Love ya guys. I gotta stop slacking off and bare down and start practicing instead of thinkin im juss gonna crush ( Read more... )

hey im very tired this is gonna be short and sweet. PLayed chats today. Lost i payed my heartout and will for that oppertunity to come out on top. I love u all. Yes still confused with a special girl hey wat can i say im crazy yet want something. I have feelings i want more but hey cant get wat u want so i dream. Im a dreamer and always will be ( Read more... )

Wow when u do wat i did today u know u love the game beyond limits of smartness, what can i say i love to do wat i do it juss pumps me up. Today i split my eyebrow open and holy shit it hurts like fuck. It didnt then, i wanted to get back up and play but they wouldnt let me cuz it was bleeding. So i got cleaned up and went back out. Man first ( Read more... )

Well its about that time when u just gotta say fuck it. I shoulda done this such a long time ago. But u know wat im thinkin straight kinda. Im fuckin through im here and u know wat thats it im only here. Fuck your. Here to help a few then jus say fuck u. Im tired of bull shit i dont need to put up with drama and people bull shit. I swear if people ( Read more... )

Well well im finally pulling my head outta my but and doin my job. Guess wat all i god a letter from fucking berkely and they say im a potential student athelet that they would like to recruit some good ass shizzle. Well well im happy for now. Stff is goin good i told the girl how i feel about her and now im juss being her friend and if something ( Read more... )

I wanna but im afriad to. I care about u but am in fear to say. Baseball game today i didnt do good. Most of all though i like someone but i dont know whether to tell i feel like a lil kid with my crush haha. I think imma tell her. Baseball game wed. I gotta get ready so i dont suck again i cant ill die if i do . Love 21