My health lately has been deteriorating to less and less. Today was the first time in several weeks I woke up without a headache and not feeling like something had just stabbed me through the chest. I'm nearly out of medication again, but I don't feel like going to get more right now. I'm just going to lay here and wait it out. I did it for years, ( Read more... )

I feel like I could use a new job. This one sucks, to put it bluntly. No offense to the guy who got it for me, but I just don't think it's a good job anymore. I've been sick lately, real fucking bad, but it's getting better again. I think Sakon was smoking outside my window. Whatever. I've been checking the paper and a few places are hiring. Most ( Read more... )

It's almost awkward seeing the children. They're still small and pink, and I hate to say it, but they look like their parents. Exponentially. I can't tell which of them looks like who, but they have, as far as I can tell, equal features. Kohaku looks more like Temari, however, that's for certain.

My medication is no longer working. I can't up the dosage and feel slightly better, so I've stopped taking it at all. The pain isn't as bad as I thought it would be, having glass in your back or being cut with a blade is only slightly worse. I wish I didn't have this problem at all, to be honest, but what can you do?

If only I could stop coughing ( Read more... )

The air here is cleaner, much cleaner. It's almost choking due to the fact that I'm not used to it. But... I haven't been as ill since arrival and haven't had even the smallest signs of an attack. That doesn't mean I'm better, because I can feel the mistake, but I didn't worry yesterday. I haven't not worried about something since I was probably ( Read more... )

This week has been far too damn long. Make it end already.

Two days, I wish it would just hurry up and get here. I'm giving myself anxiety attacks, which in turn gives me terrible stints that I more or less die in. Ugh, pain in the ass really. When we get there, I'm seeing a real doctor. My body has become accustomed to the medication I'm on now, ( Read more... )

My illness has subsided since the accident at Temari's place. I'm relieved and worried, because while I have no pain I wake up at nights unable to breathe for short amounts of time. This hasn't happened before, and I'd like to get it checked out but fuck if I have anywhere to go.
On a happier note, I dyed my hair while at Temari's as well. It's pink ( Read more... )

I've been working at the bar for about a week now, the pay is good and the people aren't so bad actually. I'd imagined there would be drunkards all over the place, but many of them have the decency to only have three or so glasses before they're through. Unless they're drinking beer straight up, but usually it's just the men who get totaled. It's ( Read more... )

I always knew Sakon wanted to screw Ukon, always.

Sakon doesn't get one, because basically it was all Sasori, Itatchi, or Tayuya. Apparently he needs to get more people on his FLIST.

Apparently I go to this one club enough that the bartender offered me a job bar tending. I should probably take him up on it, as i fuckin' have no other job and need any money I can get. Friggen illness.