YaY! Our first holiday together was a success.....

You know whats eerie??? Finding momentos of my high school days while cleaning out my classroom.... record books, notebooks, pictures, notes... damn I forgot that I spent nearly every waking moment there.... In other news I heard from Jonathon today... it was pretty random hadn't heard from him in a couple of months... we didn't get into a fight or ( Read more... )

ha ha its been a while since ive updated... ive just been super busy... working... decided to go back to school for my teacher credential as well... so i started that whole gig about three weeks ago... but other than that im just living my life which gets kinda crazy... i get homesick for all my friends and the good times we had and feel kinda ( Read more... )

So bomb scare at UC Davis... my Mom called me at like 9 am to tell me... little did she know that I had already recieved a call from one of the freshman (at 4 am no less)  asking me to contact one of my sisters and/ or lambdas to see if he could crash at their place cuz he wasnt allowed back in his dorm... oh how that must have sucked! Reminds me ( Read more... )

le sigh... he just called again... so apparently this is more like a break than a break up??? im more confused now than i was 10 min ago.,.. thank goodness they gave me a job at the park... now i can be home for break :) and when i come back ill be all better... LA is theuraputic like that... I'll go to Disneyland... that would solve ALL my ( Read more... )

So in  the elizabethan era they put white  powder on their face to whiten their complexion....

today we wear bronzer to give our skin that sun kissed look...

oh how times change....

 
Phantom lover

With a Cheshire grin

Phantom lover

Of my dreams

Keeper of my heart, body and soul

Soul that is entrapped by hallucinations

Body that succumbs to your manipulations

Heart that beats

THUD, THUD

Against your hand

Phantom lover

Of my imagination

Phantom lover
Full of machinations

 Went to SB for Halloween weekend, well San Jo and than SB and I must day it was quite the experience ( Read more... )

I  realized something today...
I am attracted to arrogance
HAHA
thats the only thing ALL my b.f's have had in common
they are all arrogant!
all arrogant about different things but all arrogant in some way or another

The important thing is this: To be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become.

Chances. That is something ive never been really eager to take... Im infamous for  setteling in order to avoid true risks. Whether its schools, relationships whatever...

And I promised myself after Juan that I would never settle again...that i ( Read more... )