no matter where I look I always end up at this spot. The only system that really matches my beliefs is Taoism. I've found christianity to be heresy. I've found buddhism to be pointless and self-destructive. I've always loosely followed pantheism but I find very little literature on it. I've found atheism to be arrogant and stupid. I love it when I ( Read more... )

So sarah and I are still together. Its tough knowing that all of a sudden when I don't have to provide for her anymore and she is self sufficient she questions us being together. I feel a little used. But it is a work in progress as always. Time will only tell. I really dont have an interest in the females right now I feel my spare time should be ( Read more... )

So I didn't get to far into reading Nietzsche's "Will to Power" before I realized buddhism is just as much of a hoax as christianity is. They're both created out of a need. There is no truths, we just created them out of a psychological desire. Buddhism is a weak form of Nihilhism. But is it not functional? Ideally it is just like christianity. I ( Read more... )

So I'm learning, surviving ( Read more... )

so ah...switched to zanto's in westfield by the shops. Great place! I'm working tues/wed/fri so give us a buzz. Sunday afternoons I work platterpus records for all your CD needs. Drop by and say hi. This job rocks..

alright I was supposed to go to bed because i'm ytaining at plattypus records early tommorow..but this livejournal review has made me laugh my ass off...

and i'm just kiddin about the previous entry...

YAH BITCHES!!!...

k sarah you need to accept that i've fantasized about grimsly...who hasn't?

i really need to say this somewhere or i'll go nuts,but the bush administration is such a joke. I watched a speech of Kerry's in Columbus and found him to seem very earnest and address issues that really concern me. But its only fair to not take my bias in account. I went to georgewbush.com to see what he had to say ( Read more... )

i want to meet my dad.

maybe I hold more against my mom than i thought. She did conciously abandon me by her choices.. must've been hard for her.

I really need to visit my sister

I really need someone... anyone

so i got a new job! I'm a delivery boy for good time pizza in southwick. It rocks pretty hardcore ( Read more... )