Well, I have priced computers but uncertain if I should purchase one or not. I will eventually just not sure if I should rush it or not. My phone, obviously, works well enough for most Internet items. I have an Lj program on my mobile making this easier alomg with the full keyboard and trackwheel ( Read more... )

My thoughts are racing. I am afraid of the days to come and the world will not hold still. I think it is going to spin off and crash.

I feel cut off from nearly everyone and even sought companionship amongst the other terminally messed up, like me but I am no more than another screaming voice in a typhoon of specters. I have fallen into SI behaviors again. It felt good, nice, calming, and transfixing. I write this knowing it is unlikely anyone will read this. LJ friends from long ( Read more... )

I am so tired. It's late.

She took off her shoes enjoying the feel of ground instead constricting leather crew wear. She walked over towards the glass door to wounded and creaking balcony. Lightly and with longing she placed her fingers on the thin, see through material seperating herself from the world ( Read more... )

Finally she reached home or the facsimile thereof to be more precise. The air was cold due to the heater that only kicked in at 55, but it was still warm enough to keep out the worst the cold. The chill in the darkened apartment for some reason granted angela peace, because as long as her body ached from the cold she was undeniably real and alive ( Read more... )

Angela walked down the street in silence with everything about her posture from her slouched shoulders to her hands shoved deep in her pockets indicating her best efforts to escape and become what the world of her, nothing. It is not that she lacked talent, but simply that once she turned eighteen she ceased to matter and would not for at least ( Read more... )

Powerful quote I've found this morning ( Read more... )

The truth is that I quit my job without guarantee that I was getting another. Now, I'm in a situation scrambling for a job, because I need to have a paycheck coming in again and quickly. I really don't have much time to mess around with this. The truth is if I had been more watchful of my finances as I had intended to become, this wouldn't be as ( Read more... )

Anyone call me hard headed? They're right. So, I don't stop eating the cheap foods involving yest when I discover it's triggering an auto-immune disorder. So, next round..I get a food allergy..chocolate. I can no longer eat chocolate. Talk about taking a girl's pride. No sugar. No wheat. No chocolate. Oi.