Im out of my program. Im back for good.

call me and we'll chill. I don't have my cell anymore, but my house number is 430-0012.

I start back to school tommorrow, i think.

7 things that make you mad right now ( Read more... )

When I get out of treatment please no one ask me to smoke. And please dont let me smoke if I ask.

I want a real life.

And if that means I lose all my friends, thats okay.

Hey everyone, Im on PASS right now from Tampa Bay Academy, today and tommorrow. There is free internet access at the hotel I'm staying at with my mom. Im starting a new special form of therapy this week. It's called Dialectial Behavorial Therapy(DBT). The DBT program lasts 5 weeks, but my therapist is gonna do 2 of the 5 sections a week, so it ( Read more... )

Im trying so hard to get my mom not to send me to rehab. Im so scared, I hate going places where I dont know anyone. And when I come back shit will be so different for me, im so scared of all of this. I had to quit a job I was actually planning on keeping, so now I cant get the money for the NON DRUG things I was gonna get with it anyway. Im ( Read more... )

Well my long drawn out drug saga is reaching it's end. I got pulled over last night with Heather after we left Joe and Eric (Munsta) to go up to Bonita. The cops found my pipe and bars and bud. I didnt get arrested though, I dont know why. But my mom is sending me to rehab in tampa the day after tommorrow (Wednesday). Its called the Tampa Bay ( Read more... )

I should of never said I liked my new job. Wendys has me on the schedule like 5 days this week. I have to go Noon to 10 pm tomororow/today (Sunday). Thats NINE HOURS. That shit is crazy. But I should make around 200 on my next pay check. Im so excited. Im not gonna spend this money on drugs/cigarettes/food. Im gonna buy a few cds and some ( Read more... )

Me and Heather are friends again!!!!!

It sucks being in a fight with someone you dont even want to be in a fight with. My bi-polar side is showing more.

sometimes you gotta realize some of your friends are just dirty sluts.