With everyone and their best friend asking me to be there myspace friend i don't feel safe writing semi-personal blogs anymore. So much has changed this summer, but SO much is still the same. I had great plans that just seemed to follow the rain clouds right through my summer. i have about three weeks left. i let another youth musical consume my ( Read more... )

If I'm Not In Love ( Read more... )

I feel more of a desire to feel needed right now than I ever have before... I'm spiralling out of control...

Today has been one horrible day. I could be really upset right now, but I'm not. For such a long time I'd made excuses for why he didn't answer or return my calls and didn't want to see me, and then sometimes he will answer or maybe call me back or even have a wonderful conversation that makes me think everything is the way it used to be. But I can ( Read more... )

I told him exactly how I feel and I can't explain how much better I feel.

Pain ( Read more... )

Well... today was my 4th day of biology class at the GHEC. I am one of three people in my class. The other two girls are friends, and their break time conversation consist of speaking in a language that vaguely sounds like English about various subjects such as the average amount of money needed to bail someone out of the local jail and lessons in ( Read more... )

That was just disappointing

I guess this is the first time I've really been through this and it sucks. Why are girls so mean? I don't understand. I really don't. Why can't she just let things happen between us. She has a boyfriend! Why is it necessary to ruin our relationship?

Its 70 something outside and our room feels the middle of July ( Read more... )