London is my dog, we've only had him about a week, and I'm sure he is going to die soon. I had to take a picture of him before they took him to the animal hospital. If you know me at all, you know I'm not much of an animal person, but this is hard for me to see. He's living, he's breathing, he has a personality, he has fears, he has happiness in ( Read more... )

wow! It's about 3am and I just finished cleaning out my room. Whilst doing that dirty deed I came across my senior project. It was a memory book sort of thing, where I relfected on my life and my high school years. First of all....I was extremely blunt. I can't even imagine what I was thinking when I wrote that stuff, but I talked about doing ( Read more... )

so for some reason I have randomly found the urge to write in this thing, very strange. I guess it's just bc I was reading alot of past entries which are from about a year ago, and I felt the need to update myself. I can't just leave my life hanging like that. Even if no one reads this, I need to remind myself how much things have changed since ( Read more... )

well life is fine
i guess i dont have much to say on this thing anymore
and no one reads it
i think ill retire it and just keep to myself
but i do kinda write in myspace
so maybe ill just stick with that

my screen name there is...
ape d. fish

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time really flies by during the holiday season ( Read more... )

holy shit...where has the time gone ( Read more... )

halloween was pretty fucking good, part of me thinks it could have been a little better. i think it was mostly because i invited my friend ryan with us and that was his very first club, he wasnt very comfortable im sure, and i was just so conflicted with wanting to dance all over the place with everyone, but at the same time having to keep him ( Read more... )

omg, so i guess i havent updated in a while ( Read more... )

last night was uber fun! we went the the gay club in orange...at the rockin sushi ( Read more... )

i had a dream ( Read more... )