Attacked me on the inside so no one could see. It has taken away all the strength left in me. Forced me down on to my knees. Stabbed me in the heart and watched it bleed. I'm locking up my heart and throwing away the key. Why wont "love" just let me be?

Grant me the strength to carry on
All of my will is dead and gone

I know all my pain is self inflicted
Please stop this cycle and help me lift it

Can you show me the right way
I look to you to get me through the day

Guide me to where I need to be
Open my eyes I want to see

Tell me what it is I am supposed to do
I'm begging you please I pray to

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"When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It ( Read more... )

Hold your head up high
There is no reason to cry

Keep it all tucked inside
It is ok to hide

This is not the first
It was far from the worst

So just wear your smile
It will only hurt for a little while

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Hurt and pain falls from my eyes. Can anybody hear me? The shallow screams of my empty cries. Darkness invades my heart and soul. Black covers my greens. No one can see in the windows to my pain. My feelings have gone numb. Feeling all the pain inside, would it kill me? Consume all that is still living. Kill me slowly from the inside out. My mind ( Read more... )

Leave me alone. My heart, she is tired. I'm not perfect. I don't pretend to be. But I am me and thats all I have. Just accept me for who I am. Or get out of my life. I didnt put you here. You found your way in so find your way out. I wont hold you back. DO you even know that I cry? Of course not. And you never will. I will wear my smile while my ( Read more... )