I have not been on here in a very long time.  So much has happened since my last entry.

I got the job at Penndel, been there for over a year.  It sucks, I just don't like doing paperwork.
Quit Deb,  best thing ever.

That stomach pain turned out to be cyst,  which I had surgury to remove.  Was out of commision for like 2 months.  Was in agony for like ( Read more... )

I've been depressive lately and having those feelings of worthlessness. I've also been nervous ALL of the time. I don't know if it has something to do with my anxiety disorder or what. I guess I have to go back to my therapist. I keep thinking I don't need one and I go through this vicious circle with myself of constantly going in and out of ( Read more... )

Today was great. Me and Karel went to lunch and then walked through the park. I bought some stuff and finally got the cropped jean jacket I've been wanting ( Read more... )

So everyone I know is worried about getting a "real world" job but me. Most of my friends have gotten jobs alrady whereas I have yet to post my resume or apply for any jobs. Is it the fact I am over confident in finding a job? Or is it the fact that I am happy with the ways things are going right now? This is my last week of workign two jobs. ( Read more... )

+I got my period today, so no preggers, yay ( Read more... )

So tommorow is the big day, my first day at work. I am soooo nervous. Really it's a staff meeting in the morning from 9-12, then we get a half hour for lunch. After lunch (from 12-3) we get to talk with our families. Personally I do not believe I need 3 hours to meet a family of the kid I will be an aide to. I will listen to their concerns, ( Read more... )

Last night was fun. I went out with my cousin and Joanne and it was lots of fun. We have a secret new bar location. It's in the boonies and I love it. Bailey's was fun too, as always. Once again I did not drink really because my funds are getting low. Thank goodness I start my job this Monday because I need the money. I have open house on ( Read more... )

Wow, I have not used LJ for a long time. I guess I was just too busy. But now I feel this complusive need to write about my life and the crazy experiences that have happened to me. I am sick and tired of not working, I start my job on monday so yay! Right now I still sortof have a migraine and I am just fed up with certain people. I am sick of ( Read more... )

I came to some realizations this week. After hanging out with my friends at the club and then at my friend's bf's house i realized how much I missed people back home. ESU people are sooooooo conservative. I hate the way that people judge me up there. Like I couldn't even tell any of them what I did this spring break without them viewing me as ( Read more... )

I hate how confusing things get. I just hate how it seems like nothing is going right for me. At least in the relationship department. I guess I'm not meant to be in a relationship because I can't seem to have one with anyone. I wish things were simple, I really do ( Read more... )