we got up at 4am in long island to go see a lighthouse, but it was too foggy to even see its outline, so we went to breakfast where i ate a waffle with icecream and got a stomachache immediately following, then went to a dock to see if i could stand the smell of immense amounts of dead fish, and i could.

we met eachother for breakfast one morning, ( Read more... )

larry clark and my period make me want to cry my eyes out for no reason.

I am so happy in this momentt!  Work was great!  I can't wait for harvard model!  I can't wait to travel! ahhhh!! I want to go to strange places and eat strange candies!!!


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My friends  and I are increasingly connected by death!  Pam and I were introduced because we both had recently had a grandparent die, my grandfather who had just died then, died on February 16th, Nikki's birthday.  My grandfather who died my sophmore year died on April 4th, Sam's birthday.  And today my uncle and aunt's dog Tasha, who they've had ( Read more... )

I'm thinking a lot about everything


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my boobs definitely got bigger.

 i'm so torn between the arts and other things ( Read more... )

stress free is what i wish to be


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whhhy wont my mom let me not go to church like one time while im on a school field trip.  I'm going to be 18 then!!   AGH

 i cant wait until Friday!!!!!!!

i'll have my college stuff mostly done and i get to see dannnn :]]]]]]]]]]]]]

i have never missed anything or anyone so much

it's been a long month