facebook deactivated = livejournal postings ( Read more... )

I guess I want to start posting to this again. Why not? Mostly I want to because I'm home for break and have really nothing to do, but I do like to write things out. It helps me think things over, or something like that. Not like I really have that complex of a life where I need to figure a lot of stuff out, but it helps me to put everything into ( Read more... )

Totally bored so I clicked random on this and it went to a journal and I found this thing and here it is. Bold is true about me, the other stuff isnt

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions.
02. I don't watch much TV these days.
03. I love to go out.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I have loads of books.
06. I've stayed up for longer than 24 hours.
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I love dusk so much in spring/summerish because its still comfortably warm but the sun is nearly gone and the night breeze is blowing and its absolutely phenomenal. Then there was a little lightning far away and Danielle needed to go inside so we had to. About an hour later when the storm started to get closer I went outside and stood on the porch ( Read more... )

I love my Nana so much, and I cant believe she's gone. There are times that I forget and I think of something and realize no, I'm not going to see her in the window when we drive past her house, I'm not going to hear Daddy call her up and hear his voice say the trademark "Heyyyy Nan". I'm never going to get to talk to her again either, and I wont ( Read more... )

A lot of things have been going on lately, and one huge thing hasnt been good at all. When it rains, it pours.... but I dont know if right now is such a great time for me to think about it and talk about it so I wont really until maybe later. I was crying and upset in club period on Thursday though and people were trying to get me to talk about it ( Read more... )

I feel very whimsical, but it's very odd. There isnt a real way to explain it because I'm not even sure what it is exactly. I feel like the wind is blowing straight through my heart, and it's filling me up with itself so I'm being sustained and filled, but it's like old eyes that have seen many things and the edges are soaked with sadness. I dont ( Read more... )

My eyes hurt a lot from all the crying I've done in the past 2 days but thats small in comparison to how hurt I feel when I really think about it. In church today it was so so sad especially when we were walking out and the guy was singing this song which I've never heard before but it's really nice but makes you cry for the meaning. It was so sad ( Read more... )

Today was a fine day. Not fine as in the good sense, but fine in the way that aquaintances ask you how you've been and you say fine as a generally accepted answer which really means nothing at all because you don't want to tell them that your great uncle just died and you are completely bored with your life. That is what my fine just said.

I dont ( Read more... )

I just wrote an ultra long post... it was really deep and I put a lot of myself into it, and then I fucked it up. This compiled onto the rest of the shit I feel doesnt help. Maybe I'll re-write something along the lines of it soon, but not now at all ( Read more... )