I must have really good karma or something, because I am really fortunate to have so much in my life

I wonder if its strange the way people fade in and out of my life so often or if everyone else is like this too. I think I'm just a little more excessive because I don't try hard enough to hold on to things. I wish I did, but I just can't. The thing is that I can't really let myself try at anything because I am too scared of failing. I'm just so ( Read more... )

Je pense que je devrais ecrire en francais pour practiquer quand j'irais a Paris. Je partirai en 77 jours. Ce n'est pas tres longe. Je suis tres excite (I don't mean that in the real connotation. That is not the right way to say I'm excited about something but I can't remember how). Je n'ai pas peur et je ne suis pas nerveuse. Je ne peux pas ( Read more... )

I can't believe that I'm halfway done with college already. It's not even real. I don't want to grow up and get a real life. Or a real job. Right now I just need any job that will pay me enough so I can afford la vie en Paris. 111 days til I leave, which seems like a lot but really isn't very many. There's so much left to do, but most of all I need ( Read more... )

Thank God I'm being a French teacher... I hate all my other classes, except maybe French Revolution. It's so great to find a subject in which the assignments are interesting and exciting rather than a chore, but it's so frustrating to have to learn all this other pointless shit and do work that doesn't matter to me at all and that I'm not going to ( Read more... )

I know I'm too good for you, but I'm throwing myself at you anyway. Why don't you realize it?

I'm pretty sure I can either tell, or will find out, when someone is lying to me. I don't always call them out on it, but I know anyway. I think this is both why and because I don't really trust anyone. That's why I hate it when people lie to me. It's useless and it's like you think I'm too dumb to know the difference. And lies are selfish. However ( Read more... )

It isn't something I think about every day. It isn't always on my mind, and I'm not sitting around mourning over a broken heart. But I do miss you. I miss talking to you, and how you make me laugh. I miss your jokes and your boyishness and how everything is so simple with you. I miss you laughing at me and making me feel better by not even doing ( Read more... )

My life is weird. I still love it ( Read more... )

My apartment is absolutely freeeeezing. I hate winter. I'm moving South... some day ( Read more... )