I haven't drank in 6 months. My life isn't the same, it ill never be what it was ( Read more... )

So now I have Over a monrth of not drinking at all.
I am trying to get on with it.
I know now more than ever i connot controll my drinking.
My drinking controlls me.

Things saRE clearer to me.

maybe i should get a hair cut,
fuck it.

im in a program of recovery ( Read more... )

hi.

somthing deep down inside me tells me yes, yes i am.

we should have had our shit together by now.
im pissed off frusterated irate ,and it is knida like that hole "now where do i put this thing "

yeah music is gonna make me insane.
it was fun it was silly, now now tell me...
wsho is going to tell me.
why why am i
what thee fuck.

fuck.im totally all of a sudden broke.wow.

it is heavy thunder
making love to the chrimson sky
it is that tiney teardrop you brang to my eye
im not afraid to admit, it is time to quit

kick me out of the casket
put my brains in a basket
now im really livin
but now ive got no love to be givin

it is a crying shame
i really suck at this game

fuck.

im o.k.
im vegan again.
i made some money.
i have been sharing a motel with 2 sweethearts.

i want to play rock n roll.
at ny age i ave nothing to lose.

hay you, beutifull creture..try me.