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I wish i could, i wish i can, i wish i will...... I dunno why i feel nothing when he explain to me abt it... Maybe i am numb, is not that i dun love him... Is just that i no longer can express & react my feeling toward all these that he had done... Anyway, he dun feel sorry for that... I just wan to relax... Finally i went to do my passport... cos ( Read more... )

I tot after one week of cold shoulder & sickness... I able to recover & love again... Last nite, my six sense told me everything is not right & i am fishy abt my mum's behaviour... Proof me right! She call my bf few days back without me know... My bf told her everything & about breaking up & all things that i can't imagine... I been hiding away ( Read more... )

Last weekend was quite enjoyable for me... Last Friday was a lantern Festival and my bf join me for BBQ with all my long lost ex colleague from semitech.... Also Chris return be the phone during BBQ... I am happy with that.... Last sat, my bf & i went to Chinese Garden... My goodness, i can't recall how it look like cos i went during primary sch ( Read more... )

I was so mad with 2 person! This 2 person which i always trust them & anyone who need my help i will do my best... One of them want to loan a wheelchair from me. So i get it from my mum... End up she didn't return for mths... Now she dun even up my call nor reply my sms... Another one, i ask him for help to repair my phone. He keep me waiting at a ( Read more... )

Hmmm.. so sian.. just finish my work stuff... Out of sudden i feel like moving my body... hahahaa.... Looking out for songs by pussycat doll... My goodness, i love the way that move it... This song "Button" by pussycat damn nice... Wowww.... Looking out for more nice track... I have not move my body for so long.. I love dancing & wanted to be a ( Read more... )

Feeling abit sleepy... Slept late last nite!!! Hehe!! Playing game boy & watch TV till 3am... Haiz... I think i need a spect again.... I dun like to wear it & i hate contact lens... Being staring on pc for too long... Now trying to play with photoshop & adobe illustrator... So diff man!!! Sob sob...Got to learn myself... nobody to teach me & i got ( Read more... )

I am so tired... Sleepy!!!!!! Stupid 2 puppys woke me up at 7am.... Spoilt my morning.... How can i make them shut up???????

Nite Mare is driving me crazy!!!! Been having bad dreams & nite mare very often!!! Haiz!!! How can i get rid of it???? Sleeping pills doesn't get rid of it & my eye bag & dark circle is getting worse! Recently i look myself at the mirror and i realise i getting older, more pimples, more blackhead, more lines & face getting rounder... Goodness me! ( Read more... )

Diet Diet Diet!!! Trying my best to gain back my confident & hopefully he is trying his best too... I am sad to see him moody.. I am sad to see him dun bother... I am sad when i feel that he is missing... I am sad when i look into his eyes... I dunno what should i do to make him happy... Is better off that i concentrate on myself first... I keep ( Read more... )