i want things back to the way they used to be. the way they were 4 or 5 months ago. i hate my life right now and i hate how i am handleing everything that comes my way. i have come to the realization that life is not just a piece of cake and that things i do have consequences far worse than anyone could have imagined. i think i am having fun, ( Read more... )

50 Random Facts You Probably Don't Know About Me:

1.) I have like ADHD d.d.d.d.d
2.) I wear a size 6 shoe
3.)I will NOT eat steak, hamburger
4.) I love my boyfriend more then anything in the world!
5.)I leave my windows open in the winter.
6.) i use to be a huge player
7.) I have only one REAL sister
8.)My first REAL kiss was when I was  in 4th grade
9.) ( Read more... )

john(10:52:15 PM): she's like the nicest person I know though ( Read more... )

I'm tired
sometimes, i just want to fall asleep and never wake up, atleast until god decides to stop putting me through some sort of hell. Some days are better than others. its wierd, like one day, I'll be like the coolest person you know, right. then the next or maybe even a couple hours later, Im like alright fuck this, fuck it all, and fuck you. ( Read more... )

Im learning new things.Im learning what love truly is.Im learning that i have people who care about me and are there to watch me grow as a person.Im learning i can do anything i set my mind to.Im learning im not the only one who has problems.Im learning not everyone is the same.We all think differently.Im learning drama doesnt solve anything.Im ( Read more... )

pat, brian, jamie n kenny left all their stuff on the table today so whats his face called me n mindy down to pick it up?god theyre gay and im gunna fight them cuz mr. whats his face made me go clean it up. manual labor isnt my thing. im white!

listen i made a layout and i removed that little "cherrystyle" link that says DO NOT REMOVE YOU'LL GO TO ( Read more... )

I'm turning into one of those girls that only uses her livejournal to write huge novels about how her love life is going.

I just did that and I stopped myself and erased it all.

I had this need to share, in detail, the fact that I found the most perfect guy that has ever lived, and I'm dead fucking serious. He has no flaws.

Thats all im going to ( Read more... )

im like blah, too lazy!!
Last night was a baaaaaaadddd night....I just kept thinking and thinking and just couldn't stop crying. I kept thinking omg, am I that dumb? I get so blinded sometimes I just never realise it until it hits me straight up and last nite, i just had like a major reality check and wow...
My week hasn't went well at all. I'm in a ( Read more... )

if you don't like me fine, I don't care. But why the fuck stalk the hell out of me? Just go away. Don't like me? Then stay the fuck outta my journal. Makes sense, don't it? I think so.

So, if you have some problem with me, then don't comment, don't read, just go the fuck away. No one cares what you have to say to me and I really don't care either. ( Read more... )