well. at least i won't hurt anyone again.

i really don't have anything profound to saay

i wish my brain wasn't full of cancer

i'm sorry

to anyone who reads this, i love you.

very merry.

i reflect and i find myself to be an asshole.

i sleep, and i wake up because i'm an asshole.

i didn't know, because i'm an asshole.

meaner than fuck, never had any idea why.

i am only pain. i either give it to myself or others.

i hate myself.

no forgiveness.

Here's what I need to know.

Nobody cares.

I wish I had known earlier.

it's all i do every day

just destroy myself for my mistakes.

You figure out why you're a hyperaggressive loon right after you screw up all things.

No forgiveness for myself.

Lol this song doesn't do it anymore.

How could I be so fucking stupid. How did I not fucking know.

I can't. No forgiveness.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nTzCWZ4_SEo

seven lions, below us... the arpeggios.