I just want someone to hold me and tell me they love me and that everything will be ok, and I can tell them I love them back. I want to be the guy I used to be. I need to cry.

I hate who I have become. I am no longer the fun guy I used to be. All the bullshit in my life has turned me into a dickhead. I no longer know how to just sit back and relax. I always feel I ahve some responsibility to something, and sometimes that gets in the way of what I should really care about. Because of all the bullshit, I have stopped ( Read more... )

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Your name of Aaron has made you practical, systematic, and thorough. This name encourages the expression of leadership and organizational skills, shrewdness, and analytical ability. You are mathematically adept and have great patience with work of a detailed nature such as bookkeeping, accounting, or technical research. Particular about your ( Read more... )

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Hey guess what everyone, I have a journal. It hasn't been deleted. U thought u got rid of me, Never. NEVER, I SAY. So yeah anyways. The past couple days have sucked major ass. I always manage to get sick at very inopportune times, i.e. when I have 2 important midterms. So yeah, but I survived them. I'm getting better. Whatever. Being sick ( Read more... )

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Well, I figured I should write in this sill ything here since I haven't in a while. People always say I sound so depressed when I write in here, so I will try to be more upbeat. School is doin pretty well, as long as I don't be too lazy, I should do alright this quarter. I bought some stereo equipment for my apartment, and when I get a couple ( Read more... )

Well, today is my first day back at school. Started off with a real bang. 8am class, so i get my happy ass up at 645. Get ready, go to school. And what happens? The fucking professor or TA or whichever was supposed to be there today didn't show up. The whole class waited 20 minutes, then said fuck it. Now I'm home, don't have another class ( Read more... )

So, yesterday was my bday. I'm no longer a teenager. I don't like 20. It just signals to me that I'm that much closer to the real world, but I still can't drink to forget that I'm closer to the real world. It should be alright though. It is somewhat fitting though that right around my bday some things will be changing. In the next day I will ( Read more... )