again i cried last night for no reason at all. i posted some stupid survey thing up on my myspace, and i took it off because mike didnt like it up there, he thought i was trying to see what other guys would say about me, but i really put it up there all in fun and for a laugh knowing the friends i have. yeah, he put it on his site and already ( Read more... )

time to sit down. relax. drink some coffee. you think? okey ( Read more... )

There are a lot of things in my life that I would like to change. I would like to make myself a better person, in a way that may seem impossible. I would like to learn to appreciate the things I have more than I do now, and I would also like to begin to read people for who they are, and take them for who they are. That way, I can eliminate a lot ( Read more... )

ive been doing okey i guess...just been really lonley. i like to drink! haha yay! im tiered, wiped out from all the crying i have done.

my family and i had a surprise birthday party for my little brother, he's turning 8 on Monday. Fun stuff, family was all here, some family friends and what not, an okey day yesterday. i started drinking wine at like 7 a.m. while my step mom and i were setting up, haha, yeah needless to say i was a little wankered all day long. took my mind off ( Read more... )

cant even begin to explain...mike and i broke up. and i think this time its for good. man o man do i love him so. i am in love with him, which really makes everything worse right now. i have done so many things wrong, but i dont thing anything can equal up to this. i feel like dieing, seroiusly, because there is no point for me to smile about ( Read more... )

okey, i passed out in the shower this morning! omg, im scared. mike was here to save me though, thank god. gruf. had a fun night last night, man o man i do love him. yeah, even if he hits chicks up on myspace n shit....i have to put up with his shit...gruf. anyways, im tiered and im about to go back to sleep, totally worn out.

im fuckin sick of shit! seirously, i hate living in lb soooo much. fuck fuck fuck fuck.

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