i don't know what's going on or why i'm feeling these strange, awful things. i can't remember what i felt was so special between us, but whatever it was it feels like a parasitic fucking worm sucking the life right out of me. okay, i don't mean to be melodramatic. but could you please excuse yourself from my fucking head?
i'm about to have a fucking mental breakdown. kjdhlkhlksjfh. school, lacrosse, homework, work, girlfriend. i don't know how much longer i can handle this. :[
here i am once again. here i am hoping that by pouring my thoughts out into this pathetic journal i might somehow get rid of some of the craziness that has been building up inside of me
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