im torn between 2 different life styles ( Read more... )

im moving to the east side of providence into a loft/condo.
im done school in 4.5weeks.
making sept 8th my last day ever in cosmetology school. [bout fuckin time i know i know]
and hopefully moving into my new place sept 15th.
im pleased.

moving on is so hard.
sleep=forget.
wake up=remember.
i want to sleep forever.

so livejournal does still exist.

shits crazy. lifes good. gotta new kitty. named her chowdah. hangin out with new people. bout fuckin time if ya ask me. schools still alright. summers bomb.

im sick for my last days of being 24.
and ill be sick tomorrow going into my 25th year on this earth.
my immune system sucks at planning when to work properly.
happy birthday.

ive been drunk for a week and a half straight.

and i dropped out of paul mitchell and starting tuesday will be attending toni & guy.
sweet shit.

gonna go nap before boozin again tonight.

peace fags!

ringing in 2007 was terrible.

i want to go home.

i can never sleep when nothing goes on.

i can only sleep when im not supposed to.

i hate me.

mah niggas tha shit.

it wasnt supposed to end like this. im sorry that i hurt you. im even more sorry that during the process i hurt myself. i know this is for the better. the constant bickering was killing me. i know you dont understand my decision. i know i probably wont see you for a long time. i know nothing will ever be the same. i just hope you know that in the ( Read more... )