If Khera leaves St. Elizabeth's I fall apart. If she leaves, I leave. The few friends I do have. I love more than anything.

...Please don't go Khera

Jessyka is the best person I know.
hands down.
I love her so much.
so much.

Nothing means a thing to me. Things aren't cool to me. I hate you so much.
I can't change, I'm sorry.

Don't tell anyone, but tonight I decided to make it a Blockbuster night. I rented Waking Life, Dead Poet's SOciety and The Virgin Suicides I would have rented every Audrey Hepburn and Marilyn Monroe movie too, but I decided not to overdo it.So, I will be lounging luxuriously on my bed in some gauzy pink nightie with my hair in hot rollers. I felt ( Read more... )

I'm getting out of here. Out of the fucking burbs, and into the beautiful Penetang. I'm going to take deep breaths and feel my lungs and head clear up. I'm going to count stars, and I'll probably lose count because there are just so many. I'm going to sit with a bunch of teenagers to talk about God and life and, you know, stuff ( Read more... )

Here is a list of the books I want to read:Brave New Girl - Louisa Luna ( Read more... )

On October ninth I will be seeing Heather. <3
As for the official countdown: one hundred and seventy-seven.

Let's run away for awhile.

I lay in bed and surprised myself. I really missed you. I missed your smell, and you being beside me. I missed the sound of your breathing, and even more your laugh. I watched a video today of you, can you believe it? I was excited to see you, and for a second it seemed like you were back again. I really hope you're doing okay. What's going on with ( Read more... )

one;;;The boys from art school are so so dumb. I mean, how obvious does a girl have to be ( Read more... )