Dear Pat:

Last night I dreamt you came home for my birthday as a surprise. It broke my heart to wake up. It was so real and exactly the kind of thing you would do.
In waking up I realized that I am in no way feeling better over the loss of you.
The idea of having to keep going without you
I don't know
Tell me things.

love,
nadine.

( stolen for the third time. )

Last night was the scenest of scene love. <3

I stood in your room,
now raped of your smell.
come back to me
come back to me safely
and soon.

I think everyone is leaving Saint Elizabeth's.

My mind is filled with beach bonfires and late-night walks. It must be so far away from the summer now, because I am thoroughly and utterly steeped in some kind of desire that makes my knees tremble more than usual ( Read more... )

come for the week, you can sleep in my bed.

i don't know what i'm doing.
here are some pictures of people i used to know.

( it's tough kid but it's life. )

Reasons for me to be upset right now: 1) Khera wants to leave St.E's 2) I miss Justin [I think I've said that enough lately.] 3) I'm not going to Penetang anymore. and 4) My eyes are swollen from worrying too much about it. Reasons for me to be somewhat uplifted: 1) Relaxation drama exercies 2) Sumblime cd's for cheap 3) This weekend I'm off to ( Read more... )