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hmm
sometimes i wonder if the reason why my answer to things is consistently, "i don't really know" has to do with how lazy i am to really get to the bottom of it or if i am genuinely unsure. i don't know, though...as of now. -
I don't really mind the heat, it's sort of pretty in the valley
part of me desperately wants to involve myself in things and get a job or find other less idle ways to spend my time but another part of me doesn't seem quite tired of relaxation and such a stress-free environment. I don't really mind the heat, it's sort of pretty in the valley. -
you think you're gonna take her away, with your money and your cocaine?
sometimes no matter how much other music you "discover" or start listening to, you find yourself going back to the same songs. I spent a portion of sophomore year holed up in my room listening to the same Tom Petty songs over and over again to a point of nausea. Somehow I still love playing them. Sometimes I think about how I ended up the way I ( Read more... ) -
ALE AND VERA COMBINED POST
vera: except livejournaling with another person is awkward ( Read more... ) -
I....
don't think i could be MORE sexually frustrated than RIGHT NOW.
i don't care that i'm posting this on the internet because the only people who would read it don't care either. ahhhhhhhhh -
HomEHOMEhomE
It's weird...because sometimes I realize that my self-consciousness comes from self-confidence. Like...I like who I am and think I'm cool and then don't understand why others don't...and THEN I start to get self-conscious about it. Eh, only sometimes. And it's hard to explain and it sounds stupid once I start explaining it ( Read more... ) -
what makes me feel the most alone
sometimes, even after you rationalize the SHIT out of something, it's such a foreign concept to you (no matter how well you comprehend it) that you can see the reasoning but can't understand how someone ever came to that conclusion...
does that make any sense at all?
basically what I mean is that I find it very hard to really see eye to eye with ( Read more... ) -
I am addicted to online television.
it's horrible. I will watch the worst shows ever just because I can. I actually watched almost an entire episode of tila tequila's A Shot At Love 2 today. Granted I watched the entire first season but it was a novelty then and more believable and it was good bonding for me and my friend Katie. (shut up)
I've gotten into shows like "How I Met Your ( Read more... ) -
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saturday night i ended up on the grass of a backyard of a fraternity supporting a boy against my torso who was bleeding from the nose and semi unconscious. i never even learned his name. i walked him home with a boy named jason, a brother from the fraternity who threw the party we were all at, who supposedly recognized me from medieval studies ( Read more... ) -
today is boring
the past couple of school weeks have been very mundane. This weekend was entertaining because it was the whole earth festival at Davis. Basically the hugest gathering of hippies i've witnessed since coachella 2007. it was so nice. so easy to lose yourself amongst people that made you stop worrying about your own insecurities because they ( Read more... )