so i found out that the object of my affection is still reeling from a break-up; stuck in the limbo of "should i make the leap?" and the thoughts of the "what if..." as much as this person says that they've moved on, i know in their heart of hearts it's not true. can there be room for me when so much of their heart is reserved? i'd like to say yes ( Read more... )

i wake up in the middle of the night and my first thought is your laugh. it's so contagious it makes me giggle. and then i can't fall back to sleep.

how many signs do you send to someone before they get that you're attracted to them? a lot, apparently ( Read more... )

here's a juicy one for you ( Read more... )

christmas has come and gone ( Read more... )

12 years ago earlier this month, my grandmother died. she had alzheimer's disease and, at the very end of her rope, she was immensely confused. she didn't know who she was or where she was. she forgot a lot of things and the faces of people she once knew ( Read more... )

on the way to work the other way, i was rocking my non-driving foot back and forth when i heard a snap. it wasn't until i got out of the car and started walking that i realized the sole of my dress shoe had been damaged. and damn...i didn't have my gym shoes to switch into. i guess this is the equivalent of a lady snapping a heel? anyway, i had to ( Read more... )

instead of having people guess what i wanted for christmas this year, i thought i'd make it easier and put together a wishlist. and the more that i pondered it, the more i realized that there's really nothing major that i wanted. there are a few dvds/dvd sets that i managed to put down but all of which are stuff that i've seen before and stuff that ( Read more... )

i have a lot to be thankful and have reached a point in my life where i'm appreciative of everything i have. i have love, life, and passion. but i think there's one thing that would make my holidays nicer...a wonderful meal with all the fixings. i'm whole heartedly grateful that there is always food for our family reunions but i just wish that one ( Read more... )

i've had this itch to write something here for the longest time now but never really mustered up the focus to compose wholeheartedly. i've been like that as of late...i'll start something but i'll never develop enough inspiration to finish something. you should see my desk and how it's become littered with unfinished things. it's not depression or ( Read more... )