Hello everyone ( Read more... )

Holy shit -

I did it again. I didn't post for two months. I will add though that the lack of posting was not due to the presence of a man, but more due to the presence of work in my life again.

I started working in a lab and I let it fill my life with work, which I guess I'm good at doing. I started reading some of my last few entries, most of them ( Read more... )

I saw Up yesterday with Alan and Ben. It was the best movie I've seen... well, in the longest time I can remember and it was the happiest I'd been since my break up with Jason (despite the fact that the movie made me cry like three times - the most I'd cried since i saw Philadelphia as a child and was upset that the cute gay couple had to be ( Read more... )

I've been trying to keep really busy for the past three weeks since Jason and I broke up. It's been easy because school was so hard (rather depressing really, I've never worked so hard in my life- and while I still managed to pass, I definitely could have done better) - but I feel... unfocused and without guidance ( Read more... )

This is not a good week ( Read more... )

I remember, I was in the 9th grade in Honors World History Class ( Read more... )

My hamster is ADORABLE, for the record. The petstore guys said that her brood was the nicest they'd had at the petstore in the 8 years that he worked there. Of course, as I said to Audrey, having the nicest hamster is about as big a thing to brag about as say, meeting the smartest termite. They're not that nice. By nice, he means, less skittish and ( Read more... )

I still feel vaguely numb. Sad. But numb. Like it's a sore that I won't have to think about if I fill my life with enough activities ( Read more... )

Thanks for all the kind wishes people! I feel a lot better today than I have in the past few days. Yesterday I felt like crap all day, but today, less so. Maybe it's a brief reprieve and I'll be depressed come tomorrow, but right now, I feel pretty good. Possibly because I'm thinking about how to save up for a pair of Christian Louboutins more than ( Read more... )

wow. Well, the worst part is I don't get to spend the day crying watching sappy movies and eating ice cream until Friday afternoon.
So, I'll be in Bobst all day today and tomorrow if anyone wants to chat.