Well did laundry..and even had the energy to clean up  this dump.yay! (well not totally)

I am noticing my Parkinson's more lately, it's a vicious cycle. I get stressed and my symptoms increase, then I get MORE stressed. I have noticed my right hand motor skills are disappearing, little things like I can't write. Seriously, without this old computer ( Read more... )

By my doctor.....SO WHAT. Anyhow I have been keeping busy with this EBay deal, and I skipped writing, not that anything happened. Well, the  apartment at the opposite end of  the building got robbed in pure daylight and a cop knocked on my door to ask questions , had I seen anyone walking around with a tv etc....That made me nervous. THEN, tonight ( Read more... )

My apartment is a MESS. I got up real late so my "cleaning time" has been set back a bit. How can one woman and 2 cats make such a mess?  Maggie is shedding like crazy, but thats really not the issue. JUNK IS THE ISSUE.

Philip's  runaway cat Stoop (named for the obvious) is a sort of around-the-house runaway now. It's driving Philip crazy, lol. The ( Read more... )

 Here I am again. I am trying to post every morning, no matter how scatterbrained I feel. It's called "discipline" or "my shrink said I better or else."

It's gray and gloomy out. Philip lost a few cats yesterday, but they all came home. Stoop rolled in late and  the last I heard Philip was going out in the rain to see if he could get a screaming wet ( Read more... )

Why is everyone always so surprised when someone dressed like Keanu in "Matrix", goes into a school with a gun and start s to randomly murder people?  The next day the paper publishes all the signs nobody noticed for years and years. A loner, introverted, unsupervised, roll player, stays in his room-cellar-whatever for hours, allowed to be babysat ( Read more... )

 For Ever Est Love
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Your love is like rolling hills, sweetly green
inviting many, calmly asserting, dispassionate
the words tumble easily from your lips
landing softly in many places , I know
because you told me you loved me.
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My love is Mt Everest, I feared the climb
you urged me. Insistent you nudged me
I fear the difficulty, and ( Read more... )

 They say depression is like dropping into a black hole. It's not for me. Something triggers it, and my  mind starts obsessing about things that may or may not be true. It does not matter if you know it's happening. It doesn't go away if you talk about it. Medications help, but mostly changing something in your life helps. It's worse if you really ( Read more... )

 Wow,things have changed. This joint is getting all fancy schmancy.I like the text thingy. So, what's up? I'm pretty much the same, the cats are fatter, and I have become an EBay nut. It's therapeutic forpetesake. I have to get dressed, have to go out, have to interact with people andI buy wonderful junk. There is a lot of wondrous junk in St Pete ( Read more... )

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Last night I was chatting on the phone with my bestest and highly beloved friend. While we were shooting the breeze, a neighbor knocked on my door,and since I am scared death to open the door at night I told my friend to hold on, so he  could come rescue me if the ax murderer was there. I couldn't see through the window, because the light outside ( Read more... )