A lovely song about an awful thing. Goodbye all, I wish you happy and wonder filled lives.

 I only come here to complain. I noticed that the other day, but I have a lot to bitch about and the cats aren't cutting it. No sympathy from a cat unless you're actually in dire pain or bleeding to death.....merely a short lived indifferent curiosity. ....sigh ( Read more... )

My best friend is coming to see me , not sure of the date but sometime in the next 4 weeks. I MISS him, even though we try to make a couple of  trips a year. He's trying to work out frequent flyer miles. YAY....er.......wow, look at this dump. I have to start cleaning NOW, to live up to my standards! I started with my bedroom, where I have been ( Read more... )

 Up too early, made coffee so I am not going back to bed, I am considering getting dressed and taking a walk with my new gimp walker thingy. It works really well, stabilizes my balance , but its a sight and I and still a bit embarassed. I know its stupid, but it's hard to be cheerful when all you want is to be invisible and people (trying to be ( Read more... )

My best friend lost his cat. his favorite, (well second fave) 14 yo beloved Chloe. She just walked out... He e-mailed me the "wanted " poster he's distributing around the neighborhood. It's too sad for words ( Read more... )

 I decided yesterday that I probably don't really mind being alone forever, though I am happy for those that aren't.  It's just too much effort to try to keep someone else happy, when you're not. Plus, if they are happy, lots of times they don't even realize that you're making an effort. I found out that I am sicker than I thought,, different ( Read more... )

 Just woke up, got the greetings from the two cats, drank day old coffee and had 1/2 cup of cheerios. Oh joy. I have plans to do a couple of minor things,that I put off because when I went to the dr he said I had a fatty liver and was pre-diabetic and put me on an awful diet that basically if I don't stick with, I will die. So I used it as a reason ( Read more... )

It's Memorial Day again, and I am sure all the jackass politicians will will be trotting out their somberest faces and speeches. It's the soup du jour and they better try to look awful sad for all the dead young men and women  they placed in harms way. I hate when they euphemize  the dead as the "casualties of war." Say it like it is. There's ( Read more... )

Weird  day yesterday, went out at noon and my car clock is off , and I thought I was out for 3  hours and it was 5!! Disconcerting, it was raining and I had no idea...

Is it not the Ides of March?

Part of the problem I had yesterday started with a phone call from my sweetest (though far away ) Aunt. This woman has had a hard road, raised 8 (EIGHT) ( Read more... )

"It's raining, it's pouring."  I have been cooped up for 4 days (by choice) did the required vacuuming..(even the cats were sneezing from all the cat hair!) it's mostly Maggie, she decided to grow her hair out and be  a long-haired cat. Someone in her family boinked a persian, I just know it. She was a short hair when I brought her home. She's even ( Read more... )