"We are just friends. Several times now, I have fallen asleep intertwined with you. Cheek to cheek, even lip to lip--just feeling your breath on my skin. We go no further. Today we went for a walk after a summer pour, and I could feel the warm steam rising from the streets. Now tonight, I sleep alone. It's probably healthy because when I'm tangled ( Read more... )

I remember being in love. It was real, it was beautiful, and it was amazing.


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The worst of it all is fighting for something that was bound to hurt you in the end. You try to work it out, you keep hoping that he feels exactly the same way when you know that in the end, he's going to push you away because you really are just. so. far. away. and summer won't be enough to sustain what you have.

But you fight anyway. You assure ( Read more... )

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This is the moment that you know
That you told her that you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

I spent two weeks in Silver lake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with light brown ( Read more... )

I might be obssessed with contact. I like it when our fingers weave, when he inches closer so he could put his arms around me. I like the fact that he sleeps over (even though it only happens once a week). I like it when he lets me sit on his lap. I like it when his arms are on my waist. I like it when he plays with my hair. I like it when he lets ( Read more... )

We sleep, we dream, we wake up, we kiss, he leaves. That's how it is right now. It's unhealthy--and I know.

I think, I may be obsessed with this. Maybe all I need is his company, so I know I'd never have to feel alone again.

“… So I made up my mind I was going to find someone who would love me unconditionally three hundred and sixty-five days a year. I was still in elementary school at that time - fifth or sixth grade - but I made up my mind once and for all.”

“Wow,” I said. “And did your search pay off?”

“That’s the hard part,” said Midori. She watched the rising smoke ( Read more... )

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Always.

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
Short party poofy dress.

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
I'd read it over and over and over again... a zillion times.

4. Group dates or single dates?
group dates. just because i've never had them before.

5. Do you hate it when ( Read more... )

 
I want to be loved again.

I don't know if I can ever love again.

Too many things to think about, too many cards to deal. Hombre uno, hombre dos. No puedo burar todos memorias con el. Le falta mucho.