wooooo-weeee! it's been so long, i can't believe this thing still exists. i guess thats the internet for you...i'll be 80 years old and do a google search and probably find this thing on the web...haha ( Read more... )

so this time last year, i was moving into ramapo and i was hyped up for the college experience.  this time?  i'm taking a semester off from ramapo (financial aid problems) and am taking classes at Middlesex for the fall.

this time last year, i had just finished a summer of partying it up with meg and trying really hard to get over doug, because he ( Read more... )

last year, i think livejournal was the big internet thing to do.  i used to update it everyday.  more than once, sometimes.  and now?  now it's all about myspace.  [[sighs]] oh how the trends change.

i think steff is the only one who ever updates her livejournal (or at least, of all my LJ friends, she is), so i thought i'd jump in too.

so far, my ( Read more... )

life is all about cycles, i've come to realize.  some of them short, some of them long - all of them continuous in some way, shape, or form.  and while insomnia is no longer a cycle for me, more like a habit - summer insomnia strikes (guess) every summer and for, it seems, the same reasons.

a guy.

for about 5 summers of my life, the guy of the ( Read more... )

i really like that word.  it almost sounds fake...you know, like "upteenth" as in "i've told you for the upteenth time....!"

..yeah..

so, last year, around this time, i was a serious LJ addict.  i ( Read more... )

I AM GOING TO SEE THE BACKSTREET BOYS IN CONCERT. FOR THE FIRST TIME. (well, excluding when i saw them at zootopia in may). LIFE IS GOOD. =o) =o) =o)

oh yeah, and...

...i love you. =o)

can't make this update too long because i'm at work.  currently, i'm making about 11 bucks an hour doing data entry at for Hess =o)  they haven't got me on any assignments right now (which would explain this entry) but i'm sure i'll be busy later.

i dont know how well i did this past semester, i'm too afraid to find out.  i'll just pray that i ( Read more... )

i don't know anything anymore.  i don't know anything except that i can be totally strong one minute about leaving him and being okay and then an hour later, i'm a mess just thinking about.  that an  hour later, i'm in tears, begging God not to take him away from me or make it so i have to leave.  that i'm asking God to please, please, pleae be on ( Read more... )

today was an AWESOME day.  i woke up early/late for my drive to school, but because of my nifty driving skills and cool maneuvering, i made it to school in time for breakfast AND my 8 o'clock class.  only like 4 of 'em left..and to think i barely ever made it. =o\

as soon as we got out of class, i headed to my room, put some stuff together and went ( Read more... )

today is jai's 17th birthday.  can you believe i've been around for LONGER than that.  i feel oLd.

happy 17th birthday, jai.

i love you.