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[vrrrroooom]

i've decided it. way too many undeserving people have had way too much of me.

no more.

the saddest part is ..most of them think they do deserve what they've gotten. and the ones that haven't received much or feel they haven't deserved are the ones that truly do.

this is a realization that was way overdue. and this is what has encompassed

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[furylittlebugs]

i know how ya feel, and it sucks... but sometimes you just have to do whats right for you... even if it means leaving others behind. ♥

[xbrightsidex]

cheer up kid.

we should hang soon. i'll take you for coffee and we can sit outside and watch the leaves or the snow fall... whichever are coming down.

[vrrrroooom]

that would be amazing, scott.

[xbrightsidex]

i'll call you sometime and we'll figure it all out.

i have a few days off, with thanksgiving break and all. and right now me and breaks are rarities.

[vrrrroooom]

and i truly love you mike. you better ALWAYS be there...or else.

[decadentabandon]

remember what i told you everyday? what you would never believe? yea too long,at least 3 or 4 years, i dont know too much about before that.

your self esteem issues are the bill that has been tabbulated accordingly. along with the lack of caring or feeling.

i know what its like to be numb.

its just unfortunate you never trusted or listened to me. i wish you could have discovered this long ago, though i still hope you have discovered it about the right things.

i just hate that i never got through, but someone has to figure things out on their own otherwise its useless. it just sucks i got pulled into all of it and now i have to deal with it to. i guess you will be the deciding factor as to whether it was worth it. whether the person i spent so much time with was imaginary or real. im waiting.

[vrrrroooom]

im sorry..but its not going to happen with you. i am real brandon, but thats notyours to know or find out. and ive known that for a long time, i just lied to myself. i know that you cared and all that..but you were way tooworried about showing me how many physical favors and trying to make me feel bad about it ....and ..this is making me sick even thinking about it.
i hope you have a great life, im sorry but you just ..cant be a part of mine anymore. its not fair to either one of us .

[foreverendeavor]

daaammmmnnn!

[decadentabandon]

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[claymang]

not everyone is selfish.

if you ever need anything, i'm always around.

be well, ali.