how come no-one told me
all throughout history
the loneliest people
were the ones who always spoke the truth
the ones who made a difference
by withstanding the indifference
i guess it's up to me now
should I take that risk or just smile?

"yesterday i cut an orchid for my buttonhole. it was a marvellous spotted thing, as effective as the seven deadly sins. in a thoughtless moment i asked one of the gardeners what it was called. he told me it was a fine specimen of robinsoniana, or something dreadful of that kind. it is a sad truth, but we have lost the faculty of giving lovely names ( Read more... )

when my emotions go awry over no good reason but it being close to that time of the month. thats no good reason to me. i swear i become so depressed it physically hurts. but only for about...a day or so. i guess i'll take it, considering it used to be for more consecutive days, and for even worse reasons. i went to bed soooo disgruntled last night ( Read more... )

cherish your life. take care of yourself. don't smoke, eat right, exercise. take your vitamins.
your health can do a 180 on you like its eric kosten and you're...the pavement? i'm an idiot. but i've been really emotionally crazy today....real up and down, angry and then really elated and okay. then back to being angry. this is an effect to a cause ( Read more... )

17 hours of school a week. 32 hours of work. this is i n s a n e.

does it really make sense for people you've NEVER MET AND KNOW NOTHING ABOUT to be so obsessed with you slash your life.....and for ones you've been NOTHING BUT NICE TO but also don't hardly know ...to be the same way.... its so obvious to everyone how jealous you are, when you far from exist to me. GET OVER IT.if it happened once i'd let it ( Read more... )

i miss him.

i believe the times when you feel the worst about everything are the times that your true feelings show. all of your good feelings and thoughts are just products of the large amount of chemicals your body feeds your brain to make you unaware of how tragic life really is ( Read more... )

some people are just pure evil. most of those people are just jealous of the people they're evil to, though.

or ugly.

or both.

you'll get yours.

only 50 out of 200 girls got into the ius nursing program.
i was one of them.