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[vrrrroooom]

i believe the times when you feel the worst about everything are the times that your true feelings show. all of your good feelings and thoughts are just products of the large amount of chemicals your body feeds your brain to make you unaware of how tragic life really is

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[awaywedrift]

Ali, why so pessimistic? Depression or sadness are products of our brain too...I found this online:

"Depression is associated with a change in chemicals in the brain called neurotransmitters, which pass messages from one nerve cell to another. The two main neurotransmitters thought to be related to depression are serotonin and noradrenaline. These are decreased in people who are depressed. Medication works by increasing these substances."

Life is awesome! I hope today is a better day for you, and if you don't like the story behind you, don't turn around.

[vrrrroooom]

i'm not a depressed person....i just have vivid thoughts.

[frostbite2587]

Just for you information increasing them can have the same effect.

[chaffmoney]

i have a hard time understanding reality, some times. when you are at a low point, do you see what is real; the true character in those around you? OR do you see things wrongly? when everyone is happy and having fun, you don't have room in your brain to see their crappy qualities.

[ireadbooks]

Life is a nasty four letter word, just when you start to believe you have one it becomes apparent that you're just dying really slow. Nothing can be all that great if you're dying. Think happy thoughts and find solace in the fact that it'll all be over soon.

Damn, I think that's more tragic than what some of the scene kids usually say in your journal. On a different note...

I think I'd be out of line if I asked who pissed you off, so I'll just say that the b/w picture you're using as your main picture isn't the greatest. The red is much better. I thought you may wanna know since no one else you know would ever tell you if they thought so since people like to kiss your ass.

We need to catch up sometime gurrlfrien!

you are in love with me

[hangingmoon]

we need to make some pasta this weekend...we never do that anymore. I can't wait till you see what I got you!

[incubusninja]

Aw, Ali life's not that bad, it's all in how you look at it.

If you do have a bad day, it just makes the good days great days.

Besides, hope and faith can take you to a whole new plain of understanding happiness and love, when you stop and look at all you have to be thankful and happy about you can usually out weigh the bad.

[vrrrroooom]

you know how it is......impossible to have positive thoughts day in and day out. i was at a low when i thought that....thats what happens when i think that way. for me the lows only last like 5 minutes though, so im lucky. and i definitely am not pessimistic or depressed.
me and nick are doing better than ever and i am happy.