Senior Thesis...ugh, bring on the stress!

dealing pretty well with the loss. I guess it's not unnatural to miss your first love more than anything. and i guess it's not unnatural to hold everything else that you love closer when death happens ( Read more... )

he died on Thursday....


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i'm lovesick

 Lately everything's been changing. New people, new places, a whole new life. It's dangerous to say that i'm finally loving again, but I'll concede to saying that, once again, i'm falling hard and fast for someone. as always, fingers crossed.


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There always seems to be this moment in your life when everything changes, for better or worse.
I think this moment has finally arrived for me, and I can't explain for happy I am to see this day...

 i can't believe that I'm starting this shit up again

currently 110 lbs

goal: 98 lbs

this time  I'm trying exercise as well as restriction

i am pathetic and powerless over this disease, and i don't know how to regain my grasp on reality without relinquishing my grasp on insanity

also, i'm in love again...

i love that _realthin rejected my post. definitely i sign, i would say... 

what is with me lately?!
drinking and NO STARVING

haha i am so pathetic


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