sometimes I feel like a very naive little girl getting her heart broken each day.

No one is online right now. Not even the people who keep Aim running all night. No one who i even sometimes talk to is online. Not that'd i'd talk to anyone right now. But the thought that I couldn't talk to someone if I did want to ( Read more... )

I feel so sick. I just want to cut open my stomach and let all the food drain out. If you tried to make me eat i would probably puke. why oh why oh why did I choose to please me tongue and ignore my stomache. Oh well. Maybe if i go to sleep now I will not feel the pain and I will wake up tomorrow morning feeling much much better. Let's hope ( Read more... )

I've been staying up way to late absorbed in teen manga. It's adicting and now I'm on a wacked time schedule that works for friends but soon it is not going to be good going to sleep around 3 or 4 and waking up around 2 or 3. It's kind of messed up ( Read more... )

If you haven't seen Howl's Moving Castle you are missing out. I suggest you go see it asap. It's so good.

and that's all I have to say about that.

It's so frustrating to feel out of place in your own home. I should come home and be comfortable, completely comfortable. But I feel like I'm not quite living up to standards in this house hold now. I'm on summer vacation, I don't have a job or obligations or plans for that matter but everyone else does and I feel like I'm not pulling my weight. So ( Read more... )

Have you ever looked in the mirror and saw someone you didn't expect? Not like a person in the mirror behind you, creepily watching you brush your teeth. But someone looking back at you through your own eyes. I have. The person I see in the mirror is a little different than what I expect. Not in a bad way. Or a judgemental way. But curious. I look ( Read more... )

bah

I need to find some sanity. please now.
packing sucks ass.
this day has been so long. so long.

finals week. the end is near. bittersweet ( Read more... )