forget everything you think you know about me ( Read more... )

today i received my residential college affiliation...davenport? yeah i have no idea what that means...apparently it is being renovated so that when i move into it my sophomore year it's supposed to be really nice...i'll ask mike about it

was about to write an entry...but then i changed my mind

my mom almost surprised me a little while ago...she asked me what i wanted to do for my birthday...she said i could have a little party if i wanted to ( Read more... )

like i told kian the other day...it's a really good feeling when you don't find yourself becoming attracted to every cute girl who tries to talk to you...or girls who are just your friends...it's been like that for a little while, but i didn't really notice it until all the sudden i realized that i am not attracted to courtney at all...cuz we were ( Read more... )

so today, i jumped off a bridge...something like 40 foot drop into the water...i did it twice...it was so much fun...except that i hurt my neck somehow, probably cuz i was so tense falling down there...it was crazy...it's not a serious neck injury...just kinda tweaked it...it used to happen to me all the time, cuz i'd practice headspin and if i ( Read more... )

haha, i have some disturbing news...let's just say madison wasn't the type of girl i thought she was...and she's not quite as "spiritual" as i had thought...it was very disappointing but you know, i still don't know her all that well so we'll see...i guess i still care, but like i'm not interested in her...yep, courtney saw her at a kegger, you ( Read more... )

so on saturday was leo gee's little goodbye dim sum...and guess who happens to call me in the middle of it...madison...since we were eating and all...she said she would call me again the next day...but of course...she didn't call at all today...even though i called and even left a message...of course...and i also found out she's not going to new ( Read more... )

is it my fault i actually reply to people when they comment on my journal?

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i'm going to see if i can clear up my own feelings about madison...i knew i would forgive her even as i said she's out...but that's just a part of me you know? i try as much as i can to be more like Jesus...i give more of myself and forgive people really easily...although that has always been a part of me even before i truly believed...and after ( Read more... )

ok, so the first part i talked about in regards to this book is the view that the world has presented us in reference to relationships, in finding "the one"...now this other part, i'm a little more wary of, because a lot of people will just refuse to read the moment it says God anywhere...the book does a much better job of setting it up so that you ( Read more... )