It's been a long time. I feel like I say that a lot now. It's been a long time since I've said hi to this person. Or, it's been a long time since I've done something like that. Writing in this thing is almost a waste of time though, considering there is never really much to talk about anymore ( Read more... )

HAHA I AM POSTING IN MY JOURNAL! And it is dedicated to Leah and Timothy ( Read more... )

Fuck ( Read more... )

Holy shit on a broom stick, it's been forever and a day since I've posted anything. And most of you will be upset that I'm not posting a whole lot for this entry, either. Why? Because I really don't have much to say. I love my new apartment. My job is all right (never great, or else that would be to perfect) and of course, I'm single and sexually ( Read more... )

Maui = THE GREATEST PLACE ON EARTH.

I am moving there. Who wants to go because it would be awesome? Holy fuck, why am I home? The mainland smells and it sucks. It's cold, and there is no ocean to wake up to anymore. I can't hear the waves or feel the sand.

Boo this place.

Though I miss everyone. So yeah.

Stress. It never seems to fail. It follows me around like a fucking ghost. I miss myself. I miss my friends. I MISS MY FUCKING LIFE! I miss not having to grow up ( Read more... )

Everything is spiraling and I can't see my way out of the bottle of scotch and vodka. Through the technicolored rampages of drunken smiles and faces that I forget when the morning reaches my eyes. Is it depression, or simple angst? Do I have a reason to feel like my body is digging it's own grave, or am I sympathizing with myself because of how ( Read more... )

Wow. Just wow. I never thought people would think of me as so naive and oblivious. Let me say this again:

Wow.

In the strict regulations of moods that I go through each year, some hit harder than others. The moments where I am happy, I can sometimes be ecstatic. Overwhelmed with the simplicity of just living and knowing that everything will turn out ok. Though the times when I get that cliche sense of depression is sometimes the worst. Like now ( Read more... )

Great things ( Read more... )