I have been sick for a month. I can hardly focus on anything for more than a few minutes, its probably not safe for me to drive. I have an anxiety attack so often I'm gettin used to them and wonder whats going on when i don't have one at night ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've blogged. I feel like I have no time for myself anymore which is ridiculous because I watch movies all the time and sleep and stuff. But my only friends are at work. My nights out are spent in Matt's room. Dad is never home anymore and a psycho is living downstairs pregnant with my brothers spawn. Every time 'life can't ( Read more... )

             Haven't been up to much. Just getting sick, taking care of the sick boyfriend and trying to resist the urge to call out of work ( Read more... )

Wow, there is a lot to cover, so I'll try to get as much as my attention span will let me ( Read more... )

Not much to report, I'm going to North Carolina on the 20th to visit Charles. He's going to finish the foxes on my side, and I'm thinking about getting something else pierced... nothing is decided yet though.
Alaska weather is crap... I can't wait until the snow is gone! There isn't much to do but go to a bar during the winter and since I'm not 21 I ( Read more... )

Things are so up and down lately, its been hard to stay still long enough to write anything let alone an update on my life. I'm still working at Gamestop and after a little incident, which Jeremy apologized for, I'm OK with it. Everything is still all crazy since he's running both stores, but hopefully not for long.
Well the main reason I've ( Read more... )

So today my dad got me a wii fit and it is AWESOME! My brothers girlfriend Carleigh and I played it from the time I got home until Jay got home (4-10). I am gonna be so sore tomorrow, but it is worth it. There are so many fun games and the yoga is so hard! We had lots of fun, my parents laughed at us when we did the hula hoop, but we did look ( Read more... )

I think Alaska has it out for me, I wasn't having problems with insmnia down in Washington when I got my sleep schedule all fixed, but then I got up here and suddenly I'm staying up until 2 in the morning when I have to get up at 10 the next morning. I just can't explain why I don't want to go to bed, I'm tired but I get this icky feeling in my gut ( Read more... )

So my sister and brother in law are flying me out to Pullman for the holidays, I am SUPER excited to see them again. I was worried I'd have to spend another holiday with someone else's family. Thanksgiving was fun, but a bit awkward since I hadn't even met Marisa's sister.
I leave Christmas day and get there around noon, my parents are sending my p ( Read more... )

So lately I've felt so alone, people always seem to have someone else they'd rather talk to or hang out with.

Annemieke: I understand why we can't talk as much as I'd like, we live so far away and you're busy with your career.

Mary: You have a new boyfriend and I know you want to spend a lot of time with him. It also doesn't help that we live so ( Read more... )